I think I speak for most physicians when I say that we did not choose to go into medicine to shape health care policy. Medicine is a calling, and I treated it as such. I immersed myself with taking care of patients, and keeping up with the ever changing knowledge landscape that is medicine. I left the policy making to the folks I voted for the last 8 years. These were the adults, the intellectuals – they would take care of the task of taking out the bad elements of our healthcare system and leaving the good. I truly believed. I eagerly began the ehr/meaningful use saga believing this would result in better care for patients.
It took me two years to realize the meaninglessness of meaningful use. I still can’t believe how long it took me to realize that creating a workflow in my office to print out and deliver clinical summaries to patients didn’t do anything other than fill the trashbin. I still held out hope. I thought – this was a first draft, improvements would come. What came instead were positively giddy announcements of the success of the meaningful use roll out. The administration was actually doubling down. There was no acknowledgment for the mess that had been created – onward and forward on the same road we must continue to march. Except the road would no longer be paved and we would be walking uphill.